ISBN: 9781615194391
Publishing: April 3, 2018
Price: $24.95 US
Hardback: 288 pages
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The Motherhood Affidavits
A Memoir of Childbearing, Addiction, and Questionable Innocence

A prodigious talent blazes onto the American literary scene with this shattering memoir of her perilous—yet life-saving—addiction to childbearing

With the birth of her first child, Laura Jean Baker found herself electrified by oxytocin, the “love drug”—the first effective antidote to her lifelong depression. Again and again over the next eight years, Baker finds herself craving the intense highs of childbearing—cravings that, she realizes, align her much more closely with her public defender husband’s drug-addled clients than with their middleclass peers. As Ryan’s roster of defendants increases, so too does their family—nearly to the point of collapse.

Brilliantly crafted, impeccably written, intensely personal, The Motherhood Affidavits portrays a woman, a marriage, a family, caught in an impossible bind. Its heartbreaking resolution raises profound questions about whether we, as a society, are governed by morals or by laws—and whether either is an adequate measure of any one person’s ability to parent and capacity for love.

“Laura Jean Baker has written a beautiful and brave memoir of motherhood and its discontents, which are indistinguishable from its joys. This is a warmly intimate yet intellectually provocative personal document of originality and considerable charm.”—Joyce Carol Oates

Laura Jean Baker earned her MFA in creative writing from the University of Michigan and teaches English and writing at the University of Wisconsin Oshkosh. She has twice been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. She lives in Oshkosh, WI, with her husband and five wildly inspiring children.